xXx_Knee_Grow_Slayer_xXx Birmingham, England No.3054134 +6 [Reply]
11.12.18 ~ One year ago today… 😭😭😭💔💔💔 Oh, how Romeo loved Lola! He, like Cash, doted over her and loved laying with her and giving her kisses. And Lola absolutely loved having her dog posse near her at all times, too. God, I miss them. Just 10 days after this picture was taken, we lost Romeo. About a month after this picture was taken, we lost Claire. And one month ago today, Lola left this life. We are so lost, so hollow, so numb. I made the choice when Cal was born to be a stay-at-home mom, and for the past 20+ years, that was my passion, my purpose, my love. It is just what I do and what has always felt like my one true calling. Obviously, I am still a mother to all of my children and dogs & always will be. I just sooooo miss the day-to-day care, doting over them, hands-on feeding/changing/hair-braiding/cuddling/burping/cue-interpreting/research/problem solving/etc. I so appreciate the concern, messages, cards, gifts, and love sent our way. Hearing how our girls touch your lives means the world to us. Thank you. Thank you for loving our girls & our family. Thank you for following our girls’ journey. Thank you for finding the gifts in your own lives, for celebrating differences and for advocating for those differences. Thank you for being Mama/Papa Bears for your children. What a remarkably humbling, gratifying, soul-altering experience this has been & will continue to be. We love you all. 💗 Please go outside tonight, look up at the full moon in Taurus 🌕 (Lola’s sign), & admire its beauty, majesty, & light. Think of our sweet girls, & if you feel so inclined, talk to them. Let them know how they impacted your life and this world. Tell them to visit us in our dreams. Ask them to leave us more signs so we know they are with us. Remind them how incredibly much we love them. I never want them to forget for even one second how much they are loved or the tremendous impact they have had on this world. #RememberingClaireandLola 🌙🌟6 posts and 3 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.
Edgemaster's other testicle Center Moriches, New York No.3054496
Did they do halloween this year
the finnish bug chaser Ylitornio, Lappi No.3054512
imagine they had pitbulls instead
xXx_Knee_Grow_Slayer_xXx Manchester, England No.3054553 +3
For the first time in 20 years, on this Halloween night in 2019, the Hartley house will be dark.
This has been our family’s favorite day of the year for as long as we can remember. We have absolutely loved getting our family all gussied up in crazy, themed costumes & seeing our girls (& dogs!) so happy and smiley, loving every minute of our silliness. We have loved showing our girls off to the 200+ trick-or-treaters & their families that come to our house every year. We have loved buying all that candy and decorating our house, yard and porch and visiting our awesome neighbors’ houses to see what spooky things they put out each year. We LOVE seeing our people all festive and giddy with the same excitement we feel over such a fun holiday that our neighborhood always goes ALL OUT for. 🎃👻 But how on Earth can we celebrate this year without Claire & Lola physically present? How could we possibly endure the many comments and questions asking where they are? The holes in our hearts are just too big for that right now. The pain is just too deep.
This year, we are going dark in memory of two very precious lights which now shine so brightly in the Heavens above. If only we could rewind our lives one year and live in those moments forever. 😭😭💔💔 I want you to know that Halloween already felt very different even before we lost Lola. We were trying to find a way to make the day special for Lola while still finding a way to honor Claire’s memory. We finally had come up with the perfect way to do just that. Until October 12th happened.
This year our theme was going to be the movie Elf. Ah yes, Scott was going to be Buddy the Elf, I was going to be Jovi, Cal was going to be a narwhal, Lola was going to be maple syrup (!), Cash was going to be Santa, and Henry was going to be that dorky narrator snowman who wore sunglasses. 😁 We planned to have a snow angel in our midst to honor our sweet Claire, as Buddy always said he wanted to make snow angels for two hours.
So in honor of our first snow which actually fell yesterday & remains lightly on the ground today and on behalf of our sweet angel girls, I leave you with this. ❄️😇😇❄️ Continued in comments…
cia cowboy!yHewato8KQ Manchester, England No.3054598
xXx_Knee_Grow_Slayer_xXx Manchester, England No.3054602
must be hard for gwen even through claire and lola pretty much had her locked down for 17years she did really love them